Getting paid today and working on take-out so I’ll be making some great tips.
Which is great because I’m a broke-ass college kid and private school sucks up my $$$.

But I still want to crawl back into bed and sleep the day away.
Tomorrow is New Years Eve. Also my two month anniversary with my boyfriend.
We’re going to go out to eat and maybe see a movie. 
Then spend the whole night together at my house with my family.
He’ll be my New Years kiss.

But I have so many regrets. I’m realizing this today.
My boyfriend is so amazing. He’s too good for me.
He deserves better. But he won’t admit it and I can’t break up with him again.

I just want things to be simple and lovely.
But I fear that’s not realistic… especially with my history.